We went in for our ultrasound on Monday, and there was no heartbeat... no baby. There was a yolk sac. From my count, I should have been 7.5 weeks along. I was measuring at 5 weeks.
My hope is, the calendar was wrong and it was just too early. My fear is, the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks.
We have another ultrasound on Monday, June 20th.
I've never had a miscarriage, and am trying NOT to give in to fear but it is probably the hardest thing ever.
And how ironic is it that my tests for the BIG SCARY DIAGNOSIS we feared were negative. Praise God for that. Now, I just need to hold onto faith and hope and peace that my baby is okay and that we really will be fine.
I don't expect to have much to say before then, here. Now it is just time to wait and breathe.